Greatful for what?

I know i have more than others and i should be "greatful" but, i swear i need to move from the squalor i call home. As soon as i step on my block my stomach beings to ache and i want to cry. My neighborhood is neither good or bad. Every year we have to add a diffrent name up on the blank wall that keeps being painted over to "honor and remember" another dumbass that didn't know how to keep himself out of trouble. Kids are rude, disrespectful and on their own. I feel bad that they don't have parents like I did. Even the most permissive parents where still better than the babies that are raising babies now. I'm always warning my grandma that one day one of these kids are gonna throw a rock at her head and that will be that. (long story...too long to get into)

Anyway, the conditions of the neiborhood are no better. Garbage strewn everwhere. Tenants throwing dirty diapers out of windows...I mean WTF is there not a garbage can in your house? I'm sure it's just too difficult to get to it. BASTARDS! Everybody complains and bitches about how dirty everything is and how we live in the ghetto, but it doesn't have to be that way. If you don't like it don't contribute and things will get better. The more people keep there garbage in the garbage can the cleaner our sourroundings will be...DUUHHHH!

Another thing, why the fuck can't bitches keep there there skanky asses in clothes that is appropriate? Why in the world does the 47yr old spanish mom with 5 kids think she looks good enough to wear a red belly shirt and spandex...IN YELLOW! The bitch has "banastas" (spanish and i don't even know if that's a real word but, it's saggy ass lovehandles on the side of your waist). Her kids are running like wild animals in the street about to get run over by some idiot that is driving waaaay too fast on a residencial street. He doesn't give a shit if he runs someone over or not... he just got a new car and he just has to show off how fast it goes. Mean while there is some poor unsuspecting woman that is loaded with groceries and is about to be mauled by the leader of the "Lord of the Flies". Then his fat ass inappropriatly dressed welfare recipant mom has the nerve to yell at the hard working lady just trying to get home in one piece! Bastards!

There is soooo much going wrong. Why can't they see? Why can't they understand that working is good and that education is important. Use your damn brains people, make something of yourselves other than the images that the news and "da man" want everyone to see. OK, my rant is over.